Thou shalt love thy enemy

anglerfish — Wed, 23 May 2007 11:30:33 +0000

When two minds have no homes but each other’s body but are still suffering from not having each other in time and space, does it make them fanatic to keep living like that? is fanatic a futurist word? is it bad? There’s always a battle between who you are and who you wanna be. then why have I never been given a chance to be who I want. …or why do I need outside definers of who I am. …maybe because I know I’m somewhat dependant on appreciation scales. The battle for survival makes you disregard aesthetics, … But you can’t be blamed since your only concern is to earn some coins to buy your daily food to stay alive so that you can continue earning coins for daily food. and your somatic system makes a mirror out of all those processes and it’s even seen on your skin.when my husband is who I am and our future is who I wanna be, does it disregard him in my future? (can I be more stupid?) when someone you love is the one who’s damaged your sanity, why do you love him even more? what is with you and gods? why do our curious minds lead us to our death? why is more always denied?

I wonder if the true beauty of a man is in his broken wings and wrinkly skin at the end, …damaged by knowing more as the result of his curious nature. I wonder if satan is our true server. I wonder why all the people I’ve met have the same perception of black and white. I wonder why I love homeless psychopaths with no sense of conformity.

why are people so easily slaved by a slightest warmth and attention? why aren’t we called sunflowers?! why are unanswered questions always such obvious answers? why am I not ending these questions?

He was my enemy and I made a house out of us.

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Thou shalt love thy enemy